This comic page pretty much shows what the whole dancing style of grinding (if it can actually be called dancing,) really is.
http://www.leasticoulddo.com/comic/20080324

Grinders out there....Get some class for god sakes xD

Well. I have been up all night and haven't done anything except work on my long overdue Thesis paper on the bombing of Dresden. I actually stayed home in order to get it done and thankfully so, because I was able to find an excellent book on the topic "Firestorm: Allied Airpower and the Destruction of Dresden" by Marshall De Bruhl. An excellent read and very intriguing. In any case, I'll probably return to the topic at hand some day in the future after I learn to sleep properly and micro manage my time more wisely.

Today is also my last day as a junior of high-school and all I can say is, "OH MY GOD. IT'S ALMOST OVER! THEN I DON'T HAVE TO SEE THESE IDIOTS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!!"
Of course...the odds of that are very slim as most of them will probably be going into the Boston area for their education, though some I don't think should move into more education and should just get jobs as flight attendants. One person actually did want to become one apparently. I do feel bad about saying it, but a lot of them just don't take anything seriously, and if they do, then I will be pleasantly surprised. A great deal of the people at my school can manage in the academic world, but here's the catch...they're prats. Almost every single one of them is a Shabla'prat with a head the size our pleasant moon, made of luminescent cheese (j/k)

Bah. Me must go, lost track of time finishing the paper ^_^

I'd work on what little a weight issue I have and get fit so I wouldn't have to worry about health for a while in any case. I'd probably try growing my hair out long again to get that nice Sephiroth/ancient swordsman style back and I'd try wearing Mandolorian armored plates-Beskaar'gaam. If I couldn't get away with Beskaar, I'd probably just try wearing a sur-coat all the time or just walk around dressed like Bernado from West Side Story. Violet shirts look pretty decent, that they do.

As I was checking my voicemail today I heard the voice of a complete stranger stating "wow, that was the most entertaining wrong number I've ever dialed. sorry"
It's more or less funny since my voice mail is basically singing the George Costanza's answering machine song.

In other news, the sun on the cape is slightly shining and I found out that a part of my family doesn't actually hate me and that I haven't lost a friend. Huzzah!

I just recently picked up/watched the movie Gladiator and I have to admit, my friend Robin is dead on with good movie suggestions. Historical innaccuracies I expect, but I actually didn't notice all that many in this film as there could've been from my perspective. Granted, I am no expert in Roman history. The final scene and the combination of the music, it actually got me close to crying. A tad pathetic, I know, but something about it touched that shriveling carcass of a soul I have in me.

I want a mp3 of this to drive people bonkers!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRcj6CAhe7s

To want an adventure?
To leave the cities of stone and wires, speed off to the woods with a sword in hand and a cloak about your frame; Friends running alongside you as you rush up the mountainside, green hills and jagged hills of stone that seem to beckon you to attempt climbing.
Sitting around a fire beneath the star filled night, listening to the gentle sounds of crickets playing their violins as you laugh with your companions. You raise your swords in the firelight and stare at the glistening steel, you pledge a vow of brotherhood between you all before the gentle scraps of sword upon sword fill the night.

Is it strange to want something like this?

Clip from "Voices"
Songs from FFXI in this clip, I'll post more later, or on my myspace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKk-N60EjyM

Love this song and Mr. Detroit is quite funny in this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAkKPPsfZH0

Tis the final day, till the hour of reckoning and I feel as though great things await my arrival in this citadel of darkness, though doubtful my return seems to be growing with each day.
I have but one book left to finish and I'm cursing my being a procrastinator right now so much, but reap what you sew, eh? I actually haven't slept and have been reading through the night, which means today should be quite fun.
I'll be getting me books and supplies ready soon, plus have a delicious breakfest of instant udon and some rice if able (Yummy :3)
My mmorpgs, I've logged onto them for the last time today, and they shall remain forbiddon till the first day of October comes about.
I must admit I am a bit worried about how this year will go, but it should be alright, though I fear my love for my school's drama club could deteriorate further this year.
Just to fill people in, my drama club isn't that ...tight as my friend would describe it and if you were to see one of their productions, in comparison to ours, believe me...it does show.
Well, enough of that subject for now.
I have one thing to look forward to this month actually, I'll finally be able to go to King Richards fair with a bunch of friends, plus...cloaks and daggers anyone? This makes up for having to go to Chewonki definitely, since I'll be wearing a cloak and medieval outfit if possible, I need to have some kind of larp like expieriance. (Though sadly, I'll be surrounded by morons!)

Well, I'll write more later I guess and two things are bugging me.
#1. My new computer has not arrived -_-
#2. My grandfather is leaving on Saturday ; ;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIq5Qu0XWrM&mode=related&search=
Probably one of my favorite German songs and one of my grandfathers favorites, I'm planning on getting him a collection of their cd's (then burning them for me ^_^)
There's also a warcraft version of this with dwarves that is quite good and was inspiration for my jk3 movie idea of "Mandolorian Moskau" which sadly flopped ; ;

Well, it's almost time to return to school;almost time to say goodbye to all night gaming, mmorpgs, and of course, sleeping till Noon on days when I have the afternoon shift.
All things come to an end as they say and this is no exception, but I do have some things to look forward to, new computer coming two days before school.

I've had to make some painful choices regarding gaming and as much as I regret it, I'll be turning off FFXi soon and probably WoW as well, though I hardly play that as much.
During the first month, I'll be unable to play any mmorpgs until I get everything settled and get into the damn routine of waking up at five every morning. Playing Warcraft 3, Guild Wars, and much to Naders delight, Dawn of War during that month. I've been dreaming about Guild war stories now and I must play it to satiate the feeling, but otherwise RTS's here I come!

Got to enjoy some of this last week, since I still have one and a half books to finish reading, and I have to spend time with my grandfather before he heads back to Florida, which I would rather he not do. On another note, I was able to get a camera my mother lent me to work, oddly enough with a Usb cable from an mp3 player....who would've guessed. All it means is that I will soon have access to Neverwinter Nights and I can show people pictures like this :D
http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y281/Delecroix2004/P1010029.jpg (I like to call it, the Vader Trophy)

Well, going to see about the new computer tonight, but I'll probably end up getting it online tomorrow evening. I'm debating between Monarch and IbuyPower at the moment, but both terminals I'm getting I'm customizing a little....except on Monarch, too crazy it is.
Other than that, just trying to keep under a thousand and that be without shipping.
I'm thankful that I won't be spending too much money on other equipment, like speakers, and I have to thank my brother (Power cable he bought was the wrong kind and he had to return it, I get the credit :D) That's going to the speakers.

Last thing I'll need to do is rearrange this disaster zone that I call my room, need anew desk I do,and to get some things tossed out, but that's not too much trouble.
Well, off to work now, so I'll post later I guess. oh and Nader/Andy, I'll put Rome on :/

Once again I sit, twidling my thumbs,
nothing to look at, except for cars dashing by.
The people come and simply walk about;
Some searching, some conversing upon a phone.
Whilst I sit here, serving their wishes
while I dream of my own.

All around me is music, my only savior here.
The choir of angelic voices, the thunderous drums,
and the strings, in all there majesty sing.
Vocalists from different lands, languages long forgotten,
and some made up in lore alone echo within this place.
The angelic tones soothe my weary mind,
revitalizing it and body alike.

Now as I write these feeble lines, the curtain falls outside
Night in it's splendor shall soon be upon this land.
The shimmering sea of stars above,
that which is home to creatures both seen and unseen.
To those who lack the sense to gaze at this wonder
who would prefer to steep themselves into the drink.
I feel pity for those who do not bother to see.

So I end this little piece by simply saying a goodnight to all.
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Opinions?
I wrote this on the spot by the way, so I'm not expecting it to be perfect,especially with grammer.
So bored at work and here I shall stay, till the clock strikes eleven, for then there is no more work today.

Well, couldn't fall asleep and am still up, but I guess that doesn't matter at the moment.
I'm starting to wonder if I really bug people lately, but other than that, my only primary concern is a piece of writing I'm working on right now.

Well, I guess I'll make one post today and it will be about getting this journal, which was someone elses doing mostly.
I was pestered to make this by a friend and now I have done so, basically the end. Off to play warcraft: 3 now *dash*